    [Speaker A]: Bro, did you have lsd?

    [Speaker B]: Yeah, I've done psychedelics a lot. I do. I used to have this kind of like experiences in my early days. Early psychedelic days. Then like a lot of my thoughts should converge to like the uniqueness of human consciousness. And like I started thinking a lot about consciousness and spirituality. Diminished over time. But yeah, I've had these experiences as well. Like feeling connected to everything and basically being propagated to spread kindness to people. That was the early days. Like first, I don't know, five trips or something.

    [Speaker A]: In front of giving me a message that's like a different.

    [Speaker B]: It's very volatile.

    [Speaker A]: But it might give you answers to questions that you have at that point of time.

    [Speaker B]: No, actually they.

    [Speaker A]: Bro, when I went into the mushroom trip, no, that person, the host, the guide asked me, you know, you should have some question and some agenda. And I had some agenda, whatever it is, right, Whatever, right. And it told me, you are exactly where you need to be and you have everything in life. Like you don't need anything extra. Like, why are you seeking something that was like external.

    [Speaker C]: Thing?

    [Speaker A]: It was very difficult, became very emotional. I saw like, it was very trippy. I saw my parents in the clouds and they were smiling at me. Hi, Nippon Hai or whatever. And they were smiling at me. I cried. Life is so beautiful. Life is so beautiful.

    [Speaker C]: There is nothing.

    [Speaker A]: Like. It's not. I felt it.

    [Speaker C]: But I.

    [Speaker A]: Without substances.

    [Speaker C]: Without substances, like keep getting reminded of this. But then I keep forgetting. And then to be grateful types at home. Did I go back with questions, but where I get reminded.

    [Speaker A]: Do you do meditation regularly?

    [Speaker C]: Yeah, I want to, but. But I try.

    [Speaker A]: This is not good for your body. To keep your body like a temple, eat good food, like have do some meditation which is like connecting your.

    [Speaker C]: I also have a lot of questions a lot of times, bro, and I get answered also a lot of angels answers are, you do what you do your part, I'll do my part and things will work out in the end.

    [Speaker B]: Yes.

    [Speaker A]: But tell. Tell us more. No, about this telepathic thing. You connect with the guru.

    [Speaker C]: And does.

    [Speaker A]: The guru give you some message like at the end of it or start of it, whatever it is.

    [Speaker C]: Not always, but yeah. To me, Guruji is God.

    [Speaker A]: Guruji is a portal to God.

    [Speaker B]: Portal after Guru himself.

    [Speaker A]: It's a bigger energy than you like better than.

    [Speaker C]: I don't know. But for me it's one and the same thing. The way I would think of it rashly is 2007, 30K. He was a portrait of God. But Ustebad he's gone. Merged with the same entity of Patani when I need him most. It will either happen by someone calling.

    [Speaker A]: Me out of the blue manifestation.

    [Speaker C]: It will either happen through a dream. Sometimes he will come in your dreams. The similar thing. Sometimes it will be a walking and you'll see like a sign which will like answer exactly what.

    [Speaker B]: Yeah.

    [Speaker A]: I think you start observing like these things. Lot more like you become very observant. I feel like this actually 420 or.

    [Speaker B]: Schizophrenic tendencies. I also observed them and like because of my increased use of psychedelics I feel like I've developed these tendencies to notice patterns.

    [Speaker A]: Yeah.

    [Speaker B]: When none exist. Like those are just your brain. There is a reason why like latent schizophrenia. Is schizophrenia word schizophrenia high always high without anything?

    [Speaker C]: Like basically.

    [Speaker B]: Yeah. It's like. It's a syndrome involving a lot of like psychotic disorders. It can range. You hear voices. You can't decide if things are real or not. You can make up stories and believe in conspiracies. For example.

    [Speaker C]: You can see things which is not real.

    [Speaker B]: Think of your brain as a neural network and it's like all your life it's been training on the stimulus it receives. And think of a very high dose of lsd. Think of psychedelics as a way of rewiring your neurons. Like resetting their weights. And you relearn reality from the stimulus that you're receiving at that moment. Do a high enough dose, you scramble too much, too many of your neurons and you can fit new theories onto the stimulus you're receiving.

    [Speaker A]: Yeah.

    [Speaker B]: And. And you can fit theories. I mean there's no way to disprove them, but you can fit theories that consensus reality does not agree with. Just like a lot of people. Like one common theory is the government is spying on me. And like there's no way to disprove this. Like you can always claim like many messages.

    [Speaker A]: One theory could be this is matrix connections.

    [Speaker C]: But for me it's not just I think seeing the pattern. It is like I see something and then I will know that this is for me because this has been what like something is stuck in your mind?

    [Speaker B]: Yeah, yeah. I mean I. I can't comment about your thing because it's clearly a psychedelics thing and it's researched. Psychedelics causes this like so I don't. You haven't done.

    [Speaker A]: But he is experiencing without substances. No. So I think it's like organic, like.

    [Speaker B]: Yeah, exactly. Maybe meditation does. Meditation does it.

    [Speaker C]: That meditation will do this to me. I think meditation only.

    [Speaker B]: It takes a lot of patience.

    [Speaker C]: I think the way I think of it is energy. Right. Like the energy bigger than us. It is extremely strong, timeless and formless. For example. Right. Like your energy. So like space and time I don't think have the same meaning to them that they have to us. So if this energy decides to communicate with you, it will find a way to do it.

    [Speaker B]: Yeah, yeah.

    [Speaker C]: It can even be like a thought that occurs to you. It will be a feeling that you.

    [Speaker A]: Get and that is why you feel more confident in life. It has my back.

    [Speaker C]: Yeah.

    [Speaker A]: Because whatever decision I take like Uska Aaar Kushna Gujarat's feedback, whatever it is.

    [Speaker C]: Even if you're in a conflict with the other person whose other person gets resolve your situation. We need a support. It's not limited to just you more confidence.

    [Speaker B]: Do anything Meera Size on some experiences I break like the illusion of free will breaks for me. Like it's not this that I'm making conscious decisions. It's like I'm not making any decisions at all. Like, like free will is an illusion and like there are some scientific studies to like support there is actually no free will and we are just impulsively how but like are you making the decisions? Like when thoughts pop into your head they're just coming out, out of nowhere. Yes. So like that become. That becomes a really strong feeling sometimes and then I'm like it's destined. Like whatever is going to happen is going to happen. Same bro. Yeah. And like sometimes extreme cases. Next time if you're on psychedelics try. Try doing nitrous oxide on psychedelics. On top of psychedelics. Nitrous oxide is whippets. Vapits is another name for it. It's a dissociative substance. It's a gas. It's a can pressurize pressurized cylinder because it's a cooking ingredient. Like they use it for whipping cream. So try, just try mixing it. I mean that's what the one of like the things the a popular adage is like once you get the message hang up the phone. Like you don't have to keep doing it. Clearly you got the message for me. Yeah. It became like a research thing at one point which I would not recommend. Like you don't have to do that.

    [Speaker C]: Yeah but.

    [Speaker A]: It'S very short lived.

    [Speaker B]: So you can just do it at any time. Do two or three shrink psychotic.

    [Speaker C]: It was like one.

    [Speaker B]: Yeah bro, I think that analogy works really well. You're scrambling your neurons. You can really up your neurons my.

    [Speaker C]: Way to get all the answers of his life.

    [Speaker B]: But like, that's not. Like, maybe you can. Yeah, that's not a good mind.

    [Speaker C]: If leg gives Kagaya Torah.

    [Speaker B]: Yeah. I know other people also. I don't know if you know the story. He also had a psychotic episode. Mushrooms. But psych. Yeah. Psychedelics. He got fired and everything. Yeah. All of that. Was very depressed, was behaving very strangely. Stuff like that.

    [Speaker C]: You were there with us.

    [Speaker B]: Maybe you weren't there. Maybe I miss like forgetting.

    [Speaker C]: But experience was like beneficial for me at least. Or mdm and over bus.

    [Speaker B]: I remember tripping with like, Miha doesn't do drugs at all. And I was giving her a little bit stress. Like it was my first time doing mdma and we were not doing it in a rave setting, just chilling in Central park. And I was stressed. Like, this is like LSD had done a lot of time, but first time doing a new drug. Stressed mdma. And she got stressed and all that. But like.

    [Speaker C]: And you were only doing.

    [Speaker B]: Only I was doing. And she. She was stressed. Basically. She was stressed. And then when the effects came, I became so empathetic and usually I'm not.

    [Speaker C]: Pathetic and insecurities gone.

    [Speaker B]: Yeah.