[Speaker A]: I had some really intense moments of tripping right now where I was just holding my phone in the air and looking at the branches across my eyes where Patrick Bateman stands. And I was like, these. These experiences are nothing but like just the sensation that they're making me feel. I can reduce that physical sensation down to a place in my body which is feeling that sensation. I don't know what my body is here. And I can do it for like almost all my muscles if I pay attention to them and notice that they are just forces against external stimuluses. And that's the whole problem. I don't know what I is and what external is. Wow, dude. It just leaves you speechless every time. Ha. And I'm trying to do the same thing with my eyes and trying to convince myself that the images that I'm seeing are nothing but just a sensation of the external reverses to myself my being. It's just a screen and interface and that it's just a sensation like any other sensation. And then it's. Then I. What is the I here? Who? I guess I'm back to that. The original question. Wow. But this is crazy, man. Okay, I have to try my best to put this into words, but maybe after a little break.

